Saturday, February 18, 2012

Going Out

    Tonight, M and I are going out with our friends for a few drinks. Friends of mine. Normally we go out with his. Now, I've been very excited to go out as this friend just moved back to town. Now day of, I really just don't want to go out. It's so much WORK! I used to look forward to "lets get drunk and party just because its the weekend". Now it's honestly become a CHORE! haha. That's not to say I don't enjoy it, and I'm greatfull to get to do these things at all. I'm just saying it'd be a helluva lot easier to stay home and relax haha.
    Not to mention, my friend asked me to be there between 6-7. It's funny how someone with kids so easily forgets what it's like to have a baby. between 6-7 would be easy if I had supper at 4pm, but we don't. I have to cook, eat, feed baby, clean up, do dishes, wash bottles, make bottles, bath baby, dress baby, give baby bottle, pray baby goes to sleep, get myself ready, go over a million things with my sister who's babysitting for the first time. Then I get to go and have a great night of fun! Like seriously, by the time all that is done, I'd much rather drink a beer on my couch in my sweats, and go to bed.
    I feel freakin old.
    But, I will go out.
    And I will have fun.
7 am will be fun tomorrow.
I'm a new mom, trying to have a social life.

Friday, February 17, 2012

Project 365 *Days Forty Three Through Forty Seven*




Look at me fitting in the cart now!! (notice her crazy outfit..lmao)



My Valentine having breakfast <3



Curled Mah Hair for the first time using my flat iron!



No flash photography please!!



My gorgeous new necklace :)

Valentines Day Take 2!

     So,  that gorgeous watch I got for Vday? It died today. So I take into the store thinking it was just the battery maybe. Nope, dead. So the lady was like "well, I guess you'll need to just return it". No, would you like to look at something else? Like, I just got it for Vday, obviously I want something! Anyway, I don't do confrontation, and I just left and went to another jewler. This is what I got instead. Very happy. :)


Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Valentines Day

     So, I told M NOT to make a big deal out of Vday. However, I then decided that I was going to make a big deal out of it. Everytime I buy him a gift he ALWAYS one ups me. So I went out and bought him a watch. He's ALWAYS complaining he bought this one, they can't change the battery, no place in town has the tool to do it. So, thats it, thats what I will buy him.
  I do, and it's gorgeous. BUT, while I'm there I see this gorgeous Guess watch. Well, there was two I liked, but I think the one was a little too much for me. Anyway, of course I'm all proud of my gift so I HAD to give it to him on the 13th. He was super happy, LOVED it. yay me. Of course he's a man and hadn't gotten me anything yet. This was after I had gone on and on about the watch I had seen. So i told him DO NOT BUY IT FOR ME. Seriously. I have EXTREME buyers remorse. There's no need to spend money on these things we just don't need!
   He bought me the watch. I'm spoiled. GAH! <3 <3

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Sometimes...

Life is hard.
the baby will get shit up her back right before you want to leave the house.
this happened today.
you get a manicure, and it's completely ruined the next day.
this happened yesterday.
your fiance is a douche
this happens frequently ;)
I'm depressed.
right now.
my house, is ancient, and has WAY too much shit that isn't mine to get rid of! 
all the time.
Living with my MIL, is, well, HELL.
ALL THE TIME.

but sometimes 

Life is Great.
the baby shit up her back BEFORE leaving the house. NOT while we were out!
i got to go out ALONE and get a manicure, and be pampered.
he's the most amazing man I've ever met. <3
but I'm learning, and growing from it!
I'm greatfull to have a home! (but fuck, if I could throw everything out, I would!!!)
I'm scared of being home alone, sometimes she helps.

it's the little things people, the little things.
I'm greatfull for what I have. Even if I complain, well, alot. I know I am truely blessed.

Project 365 *Days Thirty Eight through Forty Two






Monday, February 6, 2012

Life as I know it...

fiance.
mom.
feed.
nap.
change diapers.
bathtime.
make bottles.
twitter.
plume.
stepmom.
house cleaning.
laundry.
laundry.
laundry.
cooking.
shopping.
pink.
leopard print.
dirty.
dreaming of a shower.
Mother in Law.
oldest house of life.
laundry.
lip gloss.
sledding.
dreaming of summer.
blonde.
laundry.
bottles.
baby talk.
mw3.
droid.
food.
beer.
pepsi.
smile.
cry.
depressed.
happy.
purses.
walmart.
mall.
soccer mom.
make up. everyday!
FAT.
Zumba.
Expedition.
skidoo.
FAMILY <3 <3


did I mention Laundry?

Project 365 *Day Thirty Seven*

Hey, that's me there!


Project 365 *Day Thirty Six*

Lean on me babe <3


Project 365 *Day Thirty Five*

Fingers and hands <3


Project 365 *Day Thirty Four*

Char's fun whipe box!!


Project 365 *Day Thirty Three*

Just saucin again!!


Project 365 *Day Thirty Two*

This is what I want.to do to my hair for summer!!


Project 365 *Day Thirty One*

My hair now!! So long!


Project 365 *Day Thirty*

Loving Sophie!!


Project 365 *Day Twenty Nine*

We got a Sophie!!


Project 365 *Day Twenty Eight*

Love her!!


Project 365 *Day Twenty Seven*

Mama baby self photo shoot. LOVE <3


Project 365 *Day Twenty Six*


Project 365 *Day Twenty Five*

Got my purse mama!!


Project 365 *Day Twenty Four*

M at his best. Mw3. Shh don't tell him I did this!!


Project 365 *Day Twenty Three*

Charleys curl!! <3


Project 365 *Day Twenty Two*

Happy happy remote hog!! :)


Project 365 *Day Twenty One*

Nomnom


Project 365 *Day Twenty*

Baby and helly kitty